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Fears and Anxieties: Every Human Has Them

Thursday, September 27, 2018 Woke at my usual 4:45AM this morning. Today is Thursday and, for whatever reason, I couldn't get up yesterday in time to practice. NBD, as I had a great practice on Tuesday morning and will have a great practice tomorrow. It's 5:55AM as I type this, and it's time to sweat it out. Thursday, September 27, 2018 (Part II) Spent so much time warming up on my mat, that I didn't have time to update my blog yesterday or this morning, before heading off to work.  I'm eating my lunch as I type this, so this is a perfect opportunity for me to reflect back on this morning's practice. First- I've said it before, but the difference I feel throughout my day whenever I start my mornings on my mat, is nearly immeasurable.  I'm not sensitive, I'm solid, I'm grounded, I'm strong, I'm chill, I'm everything positive and forward moving.  Any fears or anxieties about my day, my work, my self, etc., get burnt up on my...

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

Tuesday, September 25, 2018 Woke at my usual 4:45AM for the first time in a week.  Practiced on my may only once last week, but found other ways to stay active. I'm a little behind schedule, so will begin without posting too much to this blog

Monday, September 17, 2018

Monday, September 17, 2018 Woke at my usual 4:45AM this morning and flung myself out of my bed, shut down my phone alarm, and made a bee-line straight for the kitchen before I could turn back around and crawl into bed (as I did every day of this past week).  I turned down Sunday-Funday opportunities to ensure that I was bright eyed this morning, and ready for my mat.  I haven't practiced since the 5th, so I'm going to be rebuilding mostly from scratch, but I believe that, as I've seen before, my body knows what to do.  In two months, this blog will be two years old.   I think it's time it's shared.  

September Yoga (continued)

Wednesday, September 5, 2018 Woke at my usual 4:45AM and hit the alarm for 10 more minutes.  That's usually a death sentence for my morning practice, but I woke again at 4:55AM and got out of bed. Feeling good this morning, but I can tell I have a little bit of soreness in my back from yesterday's backbends, and I have a little bit of "heat" in my face and head.  That heat is indicative of a slight cold, so I'm going to see if I can sweat it out on my mat today and reverse it. Time to sweat it out: Wednesday, September 5, 2018 (Part II) While it sounds hippie- dippie as all get out, I really do visualize certain things while I practice.  It's a kind of  biofeedback , where I envision things (usually a fire) within my body and anything I don't want to have for the day gets put onto the fire and burned.  Fear, anger, anxiety (the dark side are they...lol # starwarz4lyfe ), but seriously though, my morning yoga practice gives me a peaceful opportunit...

September Yoga

Tuesday, September 4, 2018 Woke up at my normal 4:45AM this morning. For whatever reason, I could not get myself up last week.  My alarm would sound at 4:45AM and I would walk across the room, hit the snooze, and then climb right back into bed. I don't feel too much shame at this (though keeping a consistent practice is something that helps all areas of my life), but I am happy that I forced myself up this morning. I pushed myself to run 3 out of 5 days last week.  With no yoga to stretch out my muscles after each run, I'm interested to see what my body will feel  like on my mat this morning.  Beyond that, I enjoyed a wonderful holiday weekend absolutely chock-full of junk food #noregrets. Time to meditate and pray and sweat it out. Tuesday, September 4, 2018 (Part II) I'm writing this off my mat, having started my day off right. I'll say that this morning's practice was excellent and a great reminder that, even a few days off my mat, will regress my f...

Thursday Post- No Asanas This Morning

I haven't hit my mat this week as, for some reason, I've been sleeping in until 7:00AM.  That is extremely late for me, and I haven't felt at my best without a yoga practice each morning. Flew back home last Friday from a wonderful experience in Austin Texas where I was able to take an instructor led class.  The instructor was fantastic and pushed me, and the class to our limits with the practice.  I've been running after work and will need to re-incorporate my mat into my physical regime unless I want to loose all malleability in my muscles. Hopefully will practice tomorrow morning and over the weekend. Namaste

Tuesday Build

Tuesday, August 21, 2018 Woke at my usual 4:45AM this morning. It was difficult to get out of bed for some reason but, when my alarm sounded, I shambled out into the kitchen to get coffee and start my day.   I'm on my mat now getting ready to sweat it out. 

Monday Build

Monday, August 20, 2018 Woke up this morning at my usual 4:45AM. Feeling eager to start my week out on the right foot with prayer, meditation, and yoga. In three months, this blog will be celebrating its two year anniversary! That's something that I'm very proud of. Monday, August 20, 2018 (Part II) I'm writing this the morning after Monday's practice as I didn't have an opportunity to post yesterday after hitting my mat. Felt a little "off" on my mat, and in general, yesterday.  Not from anything in particular, but from the weekend's junk food and wine.  I will say that, practicing always helps to advance me into a more refined version of myself so, even when I'm feeling a little run down or unbalanced (as I was yesterday), my mat always brings out the best in me. Physically, my backbends are the strongest and deepest they've been in two years.  Urdhva Danurasana (upward bow) is strong, deep, and stable.  This pose is one of my...

Friday Build

Friday, August 17, 2018 Woke slightly later than my usual 4:45AM this morning.  I rolled out of bed at 5:15AM, so I'm hitting my mat slightly later than usual. Time to get to it.

Thursday Build

Thursday, August 16, 2018 Woke at my usual 4:45AM feeling wonderful. For whatever reason, my backbends have been deeper and stronger than they've been all year; my arms straighten and I'm able to push upwards and together forming the desired "bow" shape of Urdhva Dhanurasana. I'm going to spend more time in meditation and prayer than I usually do.  I attribute yesterday's deep practice to the additional time I spent in thought before beginning my asanas.

Wednesday Rebuild

Wednesday, August 15, 2018 Woke at my usual 4:45AM to get back into my normal routine. I practiced on Monday of this week and felt wonderful throughout my day; dawn to dusk. For whatever reason, I slept in yesterday, and didn't practice.  My day wasn't bad at all, but I was definitely a little less "on fire" about things.  Having excitement about normal and mundane day-to-day tasks is important in my opinion.  You have to stay interested and excited by the faces you see day-to-day, the chores you do day-to-day, and the general maintenance that comes with a normal day. I'm feeling physically strong this morning, though a little sore from Monday's practice, and a little bloated from this weekend's junk food (which crept into the week a little bit). Time to meditate and pray before sweating it out. Wednesday, August 15, 2018 (Part II) I'm writing this about mid-way through my day and feeling wonderful from this morning's practice still. ...

Monday Rebuild

Monday, August 13, 2018 This will be the first time I've hit my mat in about two weeks. I'm a little sore, but looking forward to rebuilding any physical strength that might have been lost.

Saturday

Saturday, July 28, 2018 Woke, slightly later than usual, this morning, and am hitting my mat slightly later than usual. This would be my 3rd practice in Boston, and 2nd practice in my hotel room. Feeling great physically and mentally, and ready to sweat it out.

Friday Yoga

Friday, July 25, 2018 Woke 15 minutes later than usual this morning, at 5:00AM. I'm in my hotel in Boston still and, so far, yoga has been infused into my trip in wonderful ways. No instructor led class this morning; just me and my mat. " In this system, yoga is the union of the self and the Lord " Kaundinya's Pancarthabhasya on the Pasupatasutra Friday, July 25, 2018 (Part II) I'm on my mat having just come out of Savasana as I type this. Feeling wonderful after a full practice and excited for what the day has in store. Namaste

Yoke Yourself

Thursday, July 26, 2018 Shaping your mind and shaping your body is the intent of this blog. I'm in Boston away from my hometown of St. Louis and working with a large group of clients and coworkers.  A chunk of us went to an instructor led class this morning and, I have to say, I should probably take instructor led classes more often. Every one does poses differently.  Everyone advises differently.  Everyone guides differently and offers different thoughts and analogies to link and yolk; the actual word "yoga" is derived from the root word of yuj  which means to attach, harness, join, or yoke. This morning's instructor led class was great.  Different vinyasas and a different pace of breath (much slower than what I'm used to) but that added to the challenge.  We held certain poses longer than what I'm used to as well and I'm happy for it. In bed now, ready to crash and tackle tomorrow with some more yolking. Namaste

Shape Your Mind | Shape Your Body

Wednesday, July 25, 2018 Woke at my usual 4:45AM this morning, and can't wait to hit my mat. I fly out to Boston for work today and, like always, I'll have my mat with me. Apparently, there's going to be a collective yoga class when I arrive onsite.  I'm looking forward to that but, most of all, starting each day on my mat to help battle through any stress. Wednesday, July 25, 2018 (Part II) Feeling great after my practice and ready to clean up and head to the airport. Namaste

Tuesday Yoga

Tuesday, July 24, 2018 Woke at my usual 4:45AM this morning feeling reasonably good and reasonably ready for my practice. I'm on my mat as I type this feeling some eagerness to begin, but not a huge drive.  I'm going to try and amp up that feeling of drive while I practice (usually by pushing myself a little more physically), to see what happens afterwards, and if I feel different. Tuesday, July 24, 2018 (Part II) Like yesterday, I'm writing this on my mat the following morning.  Yesterday's practice was wonderful, and definitely sets the tone for my day. I'm feeling ready to sweat it out on my mat this morning and looking forward to shaping my mind and body. Namaste

Monday Yoga

Monday, July 23, 2018 After a weekend of fun, friends, and camping/floating on the rivers of Missouri, I'm ready to sweat it out on my mat. All of last week, I maintained a clean diet in anticipation of the poor diet choices I'd be making this past weekend.  The food did not disappoint, and I enjoyed myself immensely.  I woke at my usual 4:45AM to begin the reversal of all that delicious junk-food. Physically, I'm feeling sore and stiff but ready to warm up and sweat it out on my mat. Monday, July 23, 2018 (Part II) I'm writing this post-practice the morning after. I can easily say that, when I start my day with a yoga practice that everything is easier. Stress doesn't seem as stressful.  Insults and jabs aren't taken personally, and problems that seemed convoluted and insurmountable at first become streamlined and easily resolved.  Namaste

Rebuild- The Final Stamp

Wednesday, July 11, 2018 Woke up at my usual 4:45AM this morning. I don't know what it is about doing things in threes, but I feel that three days back on my mat realigns me back into a standard yoga shape. I have to say that, as I type this, I only have two practices this week under my belt (afterwards, of course, I'll have three), but I already see an enormous change in myself, physically.  The main thing I see after two sequential practices is a "deflating" of my abdomen.  Hitting my mat for a morning yoga practice is the best thing I have ever encountered for assisting in digestion and elimination. I'm going to pray/meditate before warming up and beginning my sequence. Wednesday, July 11, 2018 (Part II) I'm writing this second half of the post the morning after, on my mat, getting ready to begin my practice again. I'm so proud of the feeling I get when I get up at 4:45AM to refine myself.  Some practices are better than others (as certain d...